The North Star

Hope, is the anchor to the light which brings us to the time where we know ourselves. I have learned that putting so much expectation on others will indeed drive me to disappointment. There were some days when I felt I didn't perform well as much as I am expected to. I learned to cope my anxiety by finding the justification in others. I begged for forgiveness from society for all the way I am. It was so tiring, yes exhausted. 

I tried my best not to show much anger, but again still I felt lost. I blamed everything on myself. Why it must be me? why it is not as beautiful as I want? Those questions made me feel insecure. But hey,  I got a friend who reminded me how precious I am. She told me everything will be just fine. It is all good. 

I started to feel happy with the way she convinced me. That was how I found my north star. I gained my soul back, I started to have my hope again. So I know understand that we may so desperate with how life treat but as long as my north star is shining then everything will be still good and ok. 

Thanks to life who finally led me to my north star, my life is so much easier now. No matter what comes next my star life will be still there. That's how my north star shows me my way. My north star, it glows brightly to guide and lead toward a purposeful destination.

My north star, my whole family and friends who supported me until this far, I thank you. Lets be the best version of us, growing in a good way and one day when you become the north star for others and be the hope.