Because You Matter

                    

Waking up in the morning has always come with so many special feelings to me. Right in the morning I usually choose what kind of face I want to put on the whole day. Some people might have such a  very bright plan and beautiful days too. I usually tell myself to just start with zero expectations. Realizing people might bring sorrow or even I created sorrow to somebody. 

 The fact that sometimes life is so rude by giving the chances for us to just able to hurt somebody, even if we care a lot about them. Well here I am stating the fact, life is full of mystery, life is amazing, life is beautiful, life is a rollercoaster ride. There will times when I felt extremely exhausted, feeling insecure, feeling judged, abandoned, miserable, lost and feeling give up. I believe there are so many rough roads we are aiming to go through. How stressful life will be? How hard just saying " hello, yes I am doing good." But one thing, don't give up. 

 The phrase don't give up well sounds so old-fashioned, because more to force you to be ok with all of the circumstances you are going through. But really though, God has a grander plan. Days might seems too dark, too rough, too rude but please just be honest. Being honest with the feeling, your anger, your sadness might help your day. 

 What a beautiful feeling when finally the journey of being honest and the way of us accepting ourselves, with the whole flaws with we own will be the aha moment. Knowing us better than others, loving us much more than others, believing us much more than others, hugging us much more than others will help. So, to me knowing yourself better than others is definitely a new beginning of an amazing life. It's part of the grander plan. That's how it works. 

 lastly, Carpe diem folks. you can do this. :)